Cremated trust, Love burned to ashes Soul turned to dust Heart filled with doubt Inside I shout: “I believed your lies!” You held my hand I followed you With open eyes. And now I’m here. I’m stuck…afraid. I feel the light, but can’t see the day. Avoiding hurt, Not taking chances. I’m locked inside my mind’s own fences. You sentenced me to years of mental incarceration. I gave up control to forgive myself, and get off with emotional probation. My mind denied parole. This guilt will kill my soul. What’s left, Accept damnation?
When your fear takes the wheel,Turning your ride though lifeInto a screech of steel, You try to press the brakes, But end up pushing gas, You tell yourself: stop, breathe,But reason has the shakes,You struggle to regain control And suddenly your brain Just clicks "release".Your fear ejects your mind With ease,'Cause heart and soul Just stepped insideAnd fear no longer Likes the ride.
I'm marrying an angelWho's not from aboveRight here on this planet He showed me true love. No wings and no haloNor forgiving sweet smileDark eyes of deep passion Burn hot with desire. I trip and he holds meBefore I know whyBoth know nothing's perfectBut we promise no lie I'm marrying an angelEarth grown, just like me.From his father he learned Goodness, love, empathy. While looking for miraclesTo appear from above,Remember, it's heavenWhen you're with true love.
Its morning I feel the rays Open my eyes And see my daugher’s smiling face Like in a song I so often hear Yesterday’s gone Live for today You’re lucky That it’s here I stretch my arms Give yesterday my worries And in its place I’m holding golden rays Of possibilities And wonder of today. Today I can Today I may Make choices To make my life A sunrise every day Open my eyes To smiling faces I feel my self Undo the laces That bind me Tightly in my soul So letting go… I’m on a roll!